do you ever pretend like you didn’t see something so the other person doesn’t feel embarrassed
750,324 people whose mama taught them right
I’m my biggest enemy. My mind runs in circles repeating the things I hate most about myself. Repeating things that people have said that will haunt me forever..
“You’re just a stupid little girl”
“You’re overweight”
“You’re ugly”
“No one loves you”
“You’re a nobody”
“Go kill yourself”
“Drink bleach”
“Whore”
“Outsider”
“You will never be good enough”
All these things and more, they may not seem like much, but it’s enough. Enough to keep my insomnia, enough to make me take pills just to try to sleep to get away from myself. Enough to drive me to the edge, to the tipping point of losing myself..
You know that feeling when someone is laying with you, not on like a sexual level. Just simply laying with each other, enjoying the others presence. The warmth you get not only from cuddling but also the warmth on the inside. You feel safe, warm, loved..